This is a poem and artwork about digging into the deep-dark of ourselves and “doing the work” of breaking whatever patterns and old stories keep us from turning toward ourselves.

The Artwork: My Dreams, My Heart, My Body

Mixed media collage created after a meditation
My Dreams, My Heart, My Body| Mixed Media Collage by Colleen Kam Siu | 8.5” x 11.5”

Rooting Into Self

Shut your eyes –
     You’re diving into
           a womb of stars,
                a sack of malleable

light stretched clean like
     glass putty, soft like
          pliable conscious-
               ness, like:

The first time
     you looked into
           a mirror thinking
                “This is you.”

Hello you,
     moon-faced child
          coloring every aqua
               edge heartbroken,

trying to find
     pockets to exist
          as one million
               brilliant pieces

& years later
     finally returning
          to the mirrored
               corners, to say:

This is you,
     nose, fingers here,
          dreams there, darkly
               shining, like a seed

rolling over rocks,
     rooting into lonely
          cracks, still a home —
               still a place to grow.

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